Mattering letra

I'm living in the uncertainty
Of fair weather memories
Constantly asking if I really remember
Or if it's just from home movies

I'm absent minded, present but lifeless
And when I speak it's nothing of substance
So I started drinking
Because I thought I'd have something to say
It just made me drunk and want to throw up
And I'm still awkward
And I don't think that will change
I'm stuck in my ways, but that's okay
It's not that bad, I'm just sick of feeling like

I'm never in a solid state of mattering

You see right through me

I don't want to live in fair weather memories
I want to know it's more than home movies
And it fucking scares me
It fucking scares me!

That I'm never in a solid state of mattering

Stars Hollow - Letras

• As You Were Before
• At The Bottom.
• Beside You.
• But Better.
• Cicada
• Cloud Envy
• Drinking Buddies
• Embarrassed
• Good For Nothing
• I Want To Live My Life
• It's Not That
• Mattering
• Out The Sunroof.
• Participation Award
• Stuck To You.
• Tadpole
• Through The Windshield.
• Until I Bleed Out.
• With Weight.
• You Just Won't Be The Same
• You Won't Be Happy Again